My life in 525600 minutes of 2015.
Let me just say, this year was by far the worst year ever.
In January I started off the year with a recent break up which was in November of 2014. I was torn and lost motivation for most things. I cried and cried. Not much to say because I didn't really do much.
In February I had a guy who wanted to change how I felt and make me feel better because he knew I was torn. He asked to be my valentine and I said yes. Little did I know he had a girlfriend and basically he ditched me. I then spent my Valentines day alone. I also had homecoming. I wasn't asked out by the boy that I had last year and I regret going to the dance. I was so alone and I hated it.
In March track started. Something I was so excited for because we co-oped with another school. I was excited, hoping that they would be fast for relays. I also met a friend that I have now. I started feeling a little better.
In April I turned 15. I spent it with some friends. I had a pretty decent birthday. Track was great. I felt super fast. Not much happened.
In May I got the boyfriend I have now. We were kind of rushed into the relationship though. We recently have had problems but were not gonna touch on that. I also had a guy friend who flipped out on me because he thought me and him were going to date and made me feel like crap about it.
In June I went to Texas for the month because my grandmother had Alzheimer's and she was pretty much at her last stage. I threw a fit pretty much that whole time because I didn't want to be there. ( I know it sounds bad but bear with me)
In July I saw fireworks and they were beautiful. I got kissed under the fireworks. ^///^ Not much really happened in July though. My great grandmother had died of Alzheimer's though.
In August is when school started again. I was excited and then about two weeks in I hated it. School was alright I just didn't like it at all. It was also way to hot. I entered in an Art show and won. I felt really happy. I love doing art and winning at something that I love makes me feel unbelievably happy.
In September I don't remember much that happened. Just another month for me I guess. I signed up for CASA.
In October there was homecoming, I didn't go because I didn't want to. I just cant go to homecoming the same. I still had my boyfriend but I just didn't want to go. Then Halloween happened. I didn't go out and do my make up or anything like I wanted to, I just went and saw a movie. Scholastic bowl also started around in this month. I love it.
In November Basketball started. I was super pumped about the co-op with Henry. The only thing I didn't want to do was go to Henry everyday. I met some really nice ladies. We had a couple of games and they were fun. When I was block, making girls mad was the best thing ever. I enjoyed it so much.
Now in December. This month has probably been the happiest yet depressing month yet. Its like the period that girls get of months. I almost broke up with my boyfriend this month and now we have reduced on talking. I quit basketball because it is was too much for me. I recently started talking to the person in the Wallflower post of week 12. That is probably the best thing ever. But because I am friends with this wallflower, I lost two of my best friends. They just don't like this wallflower. But its not their choice who I'm friends with and who I'm not friends with. If they were true friends they wouldn't choose my friends for me. I also took this really great car ride the other day and it lowered my stress. I'm glad though that I am friends with the person I'm friends with.
Overall, this year was just... life I guess.
